tonight, tonight, tonight tonight tonight
Well tonight was great and as i sit here with my pants around my knees becuz i just got outta the bathroom. I finally feel at peace. Valerie is so amazing...im sure all most all my posts talk about her. I bet it gets old for her to here all this shit every time but she is a very influential figure in my life. Shes the only one that ive ever honestly had a good feeling about our relationship. Im so glad she puts up with me. I dont feel i deserve her sometimes but i guess i got lucky huh =). Im really gonna miss her when im gone in japan. TWO WEEKS!! so long. I havent ever gone a day without seeing her. I always, ALWAYS visit her at work no matter how much time she has its still worth it. Vals friends are super nice...Im really happy they are most other friends of my friends i meet have been assholes but they are all understanding and considerate. I hope regardless of what happens i can still make a friendship with all of them. I know thats a little hasty to say but thats what i feel right now. I would like to thank Saosin and Acceptance for playing a super awesome show. Both were incredible as always. It was my first time seeing acceptance though. Well im deaf and tired so im gonna go to sleep. Val i really appreciate you...you seem to make my life a lot easier. I like having someone there who is easy to talk to and even be goofy around (which i havent really been yet but i will soon enough).