yay for today
Well today was the last day of school finally... It was fun we ended up goin to chs then walkin around there. After that we headed back to cva and watched ryan and jake walk and then we had doughnuts Mmmm good. Im glad me and valerie got to hang out today. It was needed. I missed her. Shes really busy but thats okay because shes gotta do what shes gotta do. Its funny how comfortable you can feel laying next to someone. We just kind of chilled in her room and layed around whiched i enjoyed so much. She just lets me relax and i dont feel like anything else matters but me and her. Thats such a good feeling. I really only care about her happiness. I think she deserves everything that i do for her and more. Such a great person. We layed around for awhile then we surprised jake with a graduation partay. It was funny to see him so happy. He really is a great guy too. I dont know him that well but he seems like someone that is really down to earth. I admire him =). After that me and Val headed back to her room and layed around again. I wanted to fall asleep but she had work n stuff. Also i find it hard to sleep when there are so many thoughts going through my head. Val really is an amazing person quite selfless if i do say so. I hope she is having a nice time at work and Saturday will be lots of fun because me and her get to go to Saosin and PF Changs. She says she has to take me out before i leave for Japan =) so nice of her. No one has ever made that kind of gesture before. Its kind of a reality check that not everyone out there is just there to use you. She is genuinely there to comfort me and be there for me. I really hope this relationship lasts its such a wonderful thing to have someone like her...well i keep rambling because im waiting for tatsuya to come over. Bye guys