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i love living at stoney and its not even summer yet.
it's hard to let go of pbr days and go back to work.
i really just want to get fired so i can live off of fun-employment.
i want to just buy my jeep.
or,
maybe just throw a brick on the peddle and drive it off a cliff.
i dont know which.
i wanna be on a boxcar.
i wanna be at the happy house.
i wanna be at the ocean.
i wanna swim with seals and dolphins again.
i dont wanna do anything with my life,
save live in a van and meet all the amazing people that i can.
most of all, i love not giving a fuck.
i talked to heather today, about all the drama she's having working two jobs.
and yeah thats cool. im glad yer doing something with yerself that yer working towards something(i guess)
but i just cant imagine putting myself through that much strain. i can imagine thinking that much about the future.
what happens, happens.
you end up where you end up.
you do what you do.
shit isn't going to fall into yer lap,
but you also don't need to go searching for things.
you'll find yer contentment where you are.
people are going to be the same in wherethefuckever as they are here.
i think i just contridicted myself.
whatever.
you don't need to search, you need only to see.
and thats that.
it's hard to let go of pbr days and go back to work.
i really just want to get fired so i can live off of fun-employment.
i want to just buy my jeep.
or,
maybe just throw a brick on the peddle and drive it off a cliff.
i dont know which.
i wanna be on a boxcar.
i wanna be at the happy house.
i wanna be at the ocean.
i wanna swim with seals and dolphins again.
i dont wanna do anything with my life,
save live in a van and meet all the amazing people that i can.
most of all, i love not giving a fuck.
i talked to heather today, about all the drama she's having working two jobs.
and yeah thats cool. im glad yer doing something with yerself that yer working towards something(i guess)
but i just cant imagine putting myself through that much strain. i can imagine thinking that much about the future.
what happens, happens.
you end up where you end up.
you do what you do.
shit isn't going to fall into yer lap,
but you also don't need to go searching for things.
you'll find yer contentment where you are.
people are going to be the same in wherethefuckever as they are here.
i think i just contridicted myself.
whatever.
you don't need to search, you need only to see.
and thats that.