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that fucking sucked.
i really don't understand why that had to be done
but you feel the way you feel
and i guess you've gotta do what you feel.
as much as it sucks for me
i really want you to be happy
and if this is what you have to do
to be happy, then i guess its okay.
even though im gonna miss the fuck outta you.
a lot. because you are by far the greatest person
that i have probably ever met.
i really can't even say what im feeling, mostly because i don't know what it is.
i guess you were only my friend, but i really feel like i lost a fuck of a lot more than just a friend.
different place different time i guess.
i think its funny though, how im more torn up about this
than i ever was about anything with paul.
i really don't understand why that had to be done
but you feel the way you feel
and i guess you've gotta do what you feel.
as much as it sucks for me
i really want you to be happy
and if this is what you have to do
to be happy, then i guess its okay.
even though im gonna miss the fuck outta you.
a lot. because you are by far the greatest person
that i have probably ever met.
i really can't even say what im feeling, mostly because i don't know what it is.
i guess you were only my friend, but i really feel like i lost a fuck of a lot more than just a friend.
different place different time i guess.
i think its funny though, how im more torn up about this
than i ever was about anything with paul.