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[breathepressure]

i dont think i've ever met anyone
who has cared less about my feelings.
who has cared less about what i have to say.
who has cared less about the things that matter to me
who has cared so much about the mistakes i've made,
and then rubbed them in my face.

i'm pretty sure i have the worst boyfriend in the world.
i dont know why i like being treated like shit.
i really dont know why i keep loving you so goddamn much.

this is absolutely stupid on my part.