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If your lifestyle is considerably different than others, resist feeling self-conscious about this. Try to remember that you chose the life you have for specific reasons. Even if you've come to a point that you are considering a change, there is no need to feel bad, ashamed, or embarrassed about where you're at now. Everyone has to make their own way, and if this conforms to the norm, that's fine. If it doesn't, that's fine, too.