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This week was such a whirlwind of emotion it was crazy. There was so much bad but so much good. I'm seriously surrounded by such positive people all of the time anymore its making everything so easy. I'm going to see Jacque this weekend and i can't wait. I'm staying with Katie on Saturday which will be insane =) A little preview for the Ohio State game! Also I made probably the best and worst decision of my life today which would be argeeing to go to Penn State with Jack, Willy and Mike. hahahaha I dont even know what to think about it but I know that October 29th will be the best day of my life lol. Hmm.. Saturday sucked alot alot alot. Wasn't allowed to go to the party and i seriously needed it sooooo much. Plus I saw Cullen's grandparents and sat and talked with them for a while. It sucked lol. They said they missed me and i pretty much cried for the rest of the night lol. Everything that happened with Cullen just sucks. But I need time to get over him. I cant talk to him or about him or anything b/c it only takes me backward. I can't spend my time senior year trying to earn the respect of someone who doesn't want or maybe even deserve mine. Ive been missing his voice a little, though. But on that note, being single really is the best thing for me right now. Its all about having fun and thats whats happening. Ive been spending a good majority of time with the crazy jew ryan, ali and mike haha. Today we called ryan in study hall and read the bible to him.. weve been trying to convert him for weeks. i seriously cant wait to see my sisterrrrrr =)