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its raining. i love this weather, but for some reason today is just bad. i'm feeling very down and i've been depressed for days.
and we have no electricity. that fucking electric company thinks we don't ever pay our bill and they overcharge us on every bill. so they turn off our electricity without even sending any kind of notice.
my roomate called them and they said it would be turned on within 24 hours. fuck that.....are they going to buy me some milk and replace the caramel gelato that is now melting in my freezer? i'm pissed. we payed the fucking bill.
so how am i on the computer? hooray for a fully charged laptop and idiots in the apt near us who don't secure their wireless network. dumbasses. have you figured out why your porn is downloading so slow, yet? no? its becuase you have shit for brains! (i hate these apts....)
to top things all off. i have this feeling that my family is mad at me. my grandma wanted to take me out to eat for my birthday and my mom was going to go too....but its been over a week and i haven't called to make plans. i don't feel like talking to them. i'm tired of being patronized and treated like i'm some insane asylum reject. my mom and grandma both act like i'm the worst and weirdest person they've ever met. COME ON. i'm 26....leave me the fuck alone. if i don't want to fucking wear tommy hilfiger and calvin kline, i'm not going to. i dig my skulls and weird shit. if you don't get it, its because you're old.
sorry. i kind of went off on a tangent there didn't i? i'm just tired of them treating me like an outcast and not their own flesh and blood. bunch of judging motherfuckers. (yes i'm talking about my family. if they were your family, you'd say the same....)
i'm tired. i guess i'm going to go take a hot bath in the candle light.
i hope everyone is doing better than i.
much love to all who don't judge me.
and we have no electricity. that fucking electric company thinks we don't ever pay our bill and they overcharge us on every bill. so they turn off our electricity without even sending any kind of notice.
my roomate called them and they said it would be turned on within 24 hours. fuck that.....are they going to buy me some milk and replace the caramel gelato that is now melting in my freezer? i'm pissed. we payed the fucking bill.
so how am i on the computer? hooray for a fully charged laptop and idiots in the apt near us who don't secure their wireless network. dumbasses. have you figured out why your porn is downloading so slow, yet? no? its becuase you have shit for brains! (i hate these apts....)
to top things all off. i have this feeling that my family is mad at me. my grandma wanted to take me out to eat for my birthday and my mom was going to go too....but its been over a week and i haven't called to make plans. i don't feel like talking to them. i'm tired of being patronized and treated like i'm some insane asylum reject. my mom and grandma both act like i'm the worst and weirdest person they've ever met. COME ON. i'm 26....leave me the fuck alone. if i don't want to fucking wear tommy hilfiger and calvin kline, i'm not going to. i dig my skulls and weird shit. if you don't get it, its because you're old.
sorry. i kind of went off on a tangent there didn't i? i'm just tired of them treating me like an outcast and not their own flesh and blood. bunch of judging motherfuckers. (yes i'm talking about my family. if they were your family, you'd say the same....)
i'm tired. i guess i'm going to go take a hot bath in the candle light.
i hope everyone is doing better than i.
much love to all who don't judge me.