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I've been really selfish all week. Of course I've been home for my mom and whatnot but the whole time I've wished I was out doing something. I guess that's normal, I haven't complained even though I've been so stressed out this whole time. But I can't imagine what my mom feels and especially what Lance feels, having to be laid up in the hospital ONCE AGAIN, not being able to speak or breathe on his own. He should be home within the next two days though so hopefully everything will get better. Christmas was weird this year, not that it matters anymore, I really don't have any expectations when it comes to holidays as I did when I was younger.
I really am truly thankful to have my family around, even if not in the best of health.... they are alive and WILL be well so I do have a lot to be grateful for.
We never got to see Trevor yesterday because of all that was going on. I hope Justin and I can bring him something today. It's raining out but I don't mind standing out there in the rain.
I hope everyone had a good Christmas, I get a prolonged one until the end of the week when my stepdad gets home ha ha ha. I have yet to open presents, well, we opened a few yesterday which I think was totally enough but since my mom and Lance went crazy this year, there's a bunch of stuff left.
blahhhh
Hopefully I get out of the house today ! If not though, I'm sure I will live.
I really am truly thankful to have my family around, even if not in the best of health.... they are alive and WILL be well so I do have a lot to be grateful for.
We never got to see Trevor yesterday because of all that was going on. I hope Justin and I can bring him something today. It's raining out but I don't mind standing out there in the rain.
I hope everyone had a good Christmas, I get a prolonged one until the end of the week when my stepdad gets home ha ha ha. I have yet to open presents, well, we opened a few yesterday which I think was totally enough but since my mom and Lance went crazy this year, there's a bunch of stuff left.
blahhhh
Hopefully I get out of the house today ! If not though, I'm sure I will live.