Wack

Sep 30, 2008 17:40

Seems as though I am always right back where I started in in my life.

Moved out of the house I was staying at in Dundalk with Brad back in August. Living with my boyfriend, Rob in Rosedale at his house that he's had for many years. It hasn't been easy, I miss having the luxury of coming home and being comfortable again. For the past few months I've been sick at least once every month. Partially due to stress and also due to a very filthy house. Living there has very minor benefits, I don't pay to live there, and it's a single family home. Downsides are the fact that it's unsanitary, there 9 cats currently living there, the house is falling the hell apart and probably should be condemned, his neighbors hate him and are very spiteful toward him, and the list goes on.

Most people are like, "Hey, that's a sweet deal though, just clean it and make it work out". It's not that easy though, Half of his livingroom is demo'ed, the basement is too and is leaking, the diningroom ceiling is falling down, there isn't one fully operational bathroom with the 1/2.5 bathrooms. To me, it's a nightmare...everything I touch feels like it goes to shit. I keep trying to jeep my head up about the whole situation and it's truely not getting better. Being there makes me feel depressed and worried about everything. Been trying to get out of there already, can't afford really much of anything. So I feel like I am constantly doing circles. I make alright money, but not the best because the bills just keep piling up over and over again. Donner and I are thinking about getting a place, but the likelihood of that playing out well for me at this point in time seems very slim.

Changed positions in Tweeter because the economy was not quite on my side when it came down to a commission based job. Myself and another person were splitting deals straight down the middle for a while to try and get it fair for us both, I was still treading water and not able to get out of draw to the company. Because our particular store went through a remodel it opened up a new hourly position that would help me get a lot more stability under my belt, so now I am a concierge. My current position requires me to greet people, show them around, tag the store, help out with the sales shit (which pisses me off cause I still handle far too much), and soon to be scheduling home installations. I got my benefits and I work with people I can call my friends, though I am not allowed to work overtime and lost my tuition assistance (like when I first started).

There were some good things that have happened over the course of time. I finally got my two front teeth bonded, it only took my whole life...but finally got them done. Story behind them being cracked in the first place is because I fell down the stairs backwards head first into a Christmas Tree when I was a little one and got my permanents in. I'd say they did a great job on the bonding because they evened out my two front teeth too, so that they were the same size in length, until the end of July when the right front tooth mysteriously had broken one evening perfectly around where the original crack was. Just went back recently to have that fixed and the dentist kept on trying to point blame on me because he thought I banged it on something. Long story short, it's fixed again.

...Finally paid off my car, which totally rocks socks. Like the week of doing so, someone heaved a piece of pavement through my back passenger side window and didn't take anything? Pretty ridiculous really cause it happened on the lot at work during a 5 hour shift...Been working on that car so much. Have a custom fiberglass ported enclouser in my trunk for my 12"JL w6 subwoofer. A Pioneer DVD Flipout screen with IPOD integration. A 5 channel Kicker amp powering everything. 2 pair of MB Quart Speaker Component Speakers all the way around. Been getting some custom painting going on. The center dash around the radio has a glazed paino finished black with a blue pearl glitter base. Looks amazing. Custom tweeters inverted in my A/C Pillars. The A Pillar's are suede'd, getting ready to suade the headliner and so on... Sounds great, starting to look great. Because of that little incident I just recently installed a Viper 2-way Alarm/Remote Start to protect Butters.

Got arrested my second time for possession, really sucks ass man. Was out camping with some friends and a park ranger rolled up on 7 of us smoking teh ganja and we all got our CRUNK asses locked up for the night at the end of July. We were in Pocomoke State Park (Shad's Landing): Snow Hill, MD. about 30mins away from Ocean City. I can't believe I have to deal with this same shit all over again. All we could all do is just sing to eachother all night through the walls in holding. http://www.dnr.state.md.us/dnrnews/pressrelease2008/072808b.html
Read the Worchester Article. Such as life I guess...

Well, that seems to be enough of a scoop for the moment. Might be more to come, but then again it maybe months before I post again. SO holla at my cellphone if anyone wants to catch up.
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