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its getting hard to be such a people pleaser...as jessica puts it
i try and try to make EVERRRRYONE happy(parents, friends, teachers, people i hardly know)...and its wearing me down.
making one person happy...just pisses someone else off.
then making that person happy...turns around and pisses that other person off along with a few others...then turn around and try to fix THAT problem just slkdsldkjf IM SORRRRRY GUYSSS I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE.(not that anyone actually notices...)
but thats what i get...i can't be EVERYBODY's friend. and i need to get that through my head.
this week has been stresssssful beyond belief.
i finally went and bought that albert hammond jr cd...it was already on my computer ...but i just needed the hard copy...which i have to say is greattttt...really easy to listen to.
and i bought sarahs brother the cd i owe him...(which i am still perplexed as to how it ever got so messed up...seeing as it sounds fine on my computer...and it went straight from computer, to the case to sarah)...but ehhh whatever...and i totally know how getting music back when its ruined feels...and it blowwwwws.
lesson: always respect peoples shit.
im just going to start buying what i need...no confusion doing that.
my room is: clean.
for once and it feels NICE. thankyoudearjessica.
movies movies moviessssss: i neeeedddd to geta move on this classic horror movie hunt ...
i try and try to make EVERRRRYONE happy(parents, friends, teachers, people i hardly know)...and its wearing me down.
making one person happy...just pisses someone else off.
then making that person happy...turns around and pisses that other person off along with a few others...then turn around and try to fix THAT problem just slkdsldkjf IM SORRRRRY GUYSSS I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE.(not that anyone actually notices...)
but thats what i get...i can't be EVERYBODY's friend. and i need to get that through my head.
this week has been stresssssful beyond belief.
i finally went and bought that albert hammond jr cd...it was already on my computer ...but i just needed the hard copy...which i have to say is greattttt...really easy to listen to.
and i bought sarahs brother the cd i owe him...(which i am still perplexed as to how it ever got so messed up...seeing as it sounds fine on my computer...and it went straight from computer, to the case to sarah)...but ehhh whatever...and i totally know how getting music back when its ruined feels...and it blowwwwws.
lesson: always respect peoples shit.
im just going to start buying what i need...no confusion doing that.
my room is: clean.
for once and it feels NICE. thankyoudearjessica.
movies movies moviessssss: i neeeedddd to geta move on this classic horror movie hunt ...