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You know whats funny? How a person's thoughts and feelings about someone can do a 180 turn. The two short relationships that I have been in have both started out good with both people enjoying each others company and then out of no where the one decides its not working for them anymore and give a bullshit reason. The funny thing is that I always find out the real reason in the end and am more upset by not being told the truth about the reason for ending the relationship then the actual ending of the relationship. And of course we both say we'll be friends but that never works because everytime you look at that person you remember everything that you've done together and its impossible to think of them as a friend. I'm not saying that it can't be done but in my experiences it never works because if you actually try to act as a friend the other person tends to think you just want to get with them again which isn't the case. I've been thinking about this and I find it amazing how this happens. I know others have had this happened but it still just amazes me at how relationships make it impossible to build friendships in most cases because of the relationship. I look at my past entries and see how my feelings went from happy to angry and now I'm indifferent about the whole situation. Yeah, would I have liked things to be different in some ways....yeah but then I realize that everything worked out for the best in the end.