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i'm feeling kind of blahhh.
these past two weeks have been really stressful and confusing and its all starting to catch up with me right now.
today i was up by six starting the first leg of my temporary job driving a girl and her sister to soccer, the SAT's, meetings etc. both girls had to be in different places at the same time and i was flipping out about it all morning cause i hate being late. then i went home and napped for a little bit but i kept waking up with assorted worries about schoolwork and the rest of the day.
i went to go pick the older girl up and had to immediately rush home to make myself look "fashion forward" for my sunglass hut second interview. i drove like a mad woman (because there is, of course, no other way) to south coast plaza only to have the woman tell me "uhh we are really busy... can you come back later"
NO!!! I WILL NOT COME BACK LATER BECAUSE IT TOOK ME FORTY MINUTES TO GET HERE AND I HAVE BEEN STRESSED OUT AND RUSHING ALL MORNING IN ORDER TO MAKE IT TO THIS STUPID INTERVIEW ON TIME!!!!!!
so, of course, i smiled and said that i would be happy to come back tomorrow morning or whatever is most convenient for her. yay for being a doormat.
anyway.
so tomorrow i still have to take the two girls somewhere in the morning which i will have to fit in somewhere between my rescheduled interview and going to actual work at 3pm. and, naturally, i have three rather involved school projects which i probably should have done a while ago but... yeah...
but really... the thing that is stressing me out the most is the high school-esque drama going on at school. it's just something that i can't seem to push out of my head and it makes the whole day at school a somewhat less pleasant experience than it used to be. i just wish this whole thing could be resolved and everyone would get back to their normal selves... no complicated issues and no secrets.
as for now, all i want to do is eat ice cream with susanne and watch love actually until my eyes glaze over. maybe listen to some dashboard... i dunno. anything to make me just a little more emo.
these past two weeks have been really stressful and confusing and its all starting to catch up with me right now.
today i was up by six starting the first leg of my temporary job driving a girl and her sister to soccer, the SAT's, meetings etc. both girls had to be in different places at the same time and i was flipping out about it all morning cause i hate being late. then i went home and napped for a little bit but i kept waking up with assorted worries about schoolwork and the rest of the day.
i went to go pick the older girl up and had to immediately rush home to make myself look "fashion forward" for my sunglass hut second interview. i drove like a mad woman (because there is, of course, no other way) to south coast plaza only to have the woman tell me "uhh we are really busy... can you come back later"
NO!!! I WILL NOT COME BACK LATER BECAUSE IT TOOK ME FORTY MINUTES TO GET HERE AND I HAVE BEEN STRESSED OUT AND RUSHING ALL MORNING IN ORDER TO MAKE IT TO THIS STUPID INTERVIEW ON TIME!!!!!!
so, of course, i smiled and said that i would be happy to come back tomorrow morning or whatever is most convenient for her. yay for being a doormat.
anyway.
so tomorrow i still have to take the two girls somewhere in the morning which i will have to fit in somewhere between my rescheduled interview and going to actual work at 3pm. and, naturally, i have three rather involved school projects which i probably should have done a while ago but... yeah...
but really... the thing that is stressing me out the most is the high school-esque drama going on at school. it's just something that i can't seem to push out of my head and it makes the whole day at school a somewhat less pleasant experience than it used to be. i just wish this whole thing could be resolved and everyone would get back to their normal selves... no complicated issues and no secrets.
as for now, all i want to do is eat ice cream with susanne and watch love actually until my eyes glaze over. maybe listen to some dashboard... i dunno. anything to make me just a little more emo.