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gah i can have the craziest up and down moods. like just within seconds it can change from feeling like im on top of the world, to feeling like im in space and distant from everything going around around me, to just feeling sad, and back to the beginning.
sometimes i wonder if im like crazy or something. well i guess everyone is a little crazy so i guess i have nothing to worry about cuz it happens to everyone.
lalala i love doing hw and drawing up at the park. its cool cuz i can just talk outloud to myself cuz most of the time no one is up there but me and some old people walking their mexican dog haha.. but yeah its cool cuz i can talk to myself and reflect on my feelings and how the day went and what pisses me off and what makes me happy. and its cool cuz before a few days ago.. i was like annoyed with just people in general for pretty much no reason at all. but then i just let go of it all and things feel awesome. but yeah.. im pretty sure letting go of anger is one of the best feelings ever. and today i got kinda annoyed again but then i went on a walk and thought about things and then i realized that people just fuck up all the time and do hypicritical things and there is nothing they can do about it cuz we are only human.
gah
there is so much i wanna learn. like about animals and how things function on earth. it seems like the possibilities for the future are endless. like.. i wanna open my own shop, but i also wanna work with animals somehow, but i also want to help out homeless and less fortunate people, but i also want to work at sea world, AND geez the list goes on and on! i wanna work with kids, or be a teacher, or do something with art.
i must say, life is pretty damn crazy.
i think i am thinking too much about shit now hahaha.
but it feels good to reflect on things like this.... haha i havent really done it in a while.
ew how the hell did my sandals get so smelly?
they smell liike dead animal or somthing. :( eh
man i cant wait for things to clear up for real again. it will be awesome...
gah
i keep saying im giong to have a picnic at the park but then i come home and fall asleep haha.
okay
tomorrow is friday...
whoo!! FRIDAY!!
hermm.... i wanna go on an adventure of some sort.
HEY SAMMY!!!! OH MAN! wanna go to the wolf river trails tomorrow?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please say you do!!!!
cuz now i really want to. we can go before it gets dark tho so it wont be as scary... even tho that was pretty kik ass last time. man i wanna meet that homeless man haha.
okay well
im gonna take a piss now cuz i just drank a rootbeer. hahaa
peace and love to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)
sometimes i wonder if im like crazy or something. well i guess everyone is a little crazy so i guess i have nothing to worry about cuz it happens to everyone.
lalala i love doing hw and drawing up at the park. its cool cuz i can just talk outloud to myself cuz most of the time no one is up there but me and some old people walking their mexican dog haha.. but yeah its cool cuz i can talk to myself and reflect on my feelings and how the day went and what pisses me off and what makes me happy. and its cool cuz before a few days ago.. i was like annoyed with just people in general for pretty much no reason at all. but then i just let go of it all and things feel awesome. but yeah.. im pretty sure letting go of anger is one of the best feelings ever. and today i got kinda annoyed again but then i went on a walk and thought about things and then i realized that people just fuck up all the time and do hypicritical things and there is nothing they can do about it cuz we are only human.
gah
there is so much i wanna learn. like about animals and how things function on earth. it seems like the possibilities for the future are endless. like.. i wanna open my own shop, but i also wanna work with animals somehow, but i also want to help out homeless and less fortunate people, but i also want to work at sea world, AND geez the list goes on and on! i wanna work with kids, or be a teacher, or do something with art.
i must say, life is pretty damn crazy.
i think i am thinking too much about shit now hahaha.
but it feels good to reflect on things like this.... haha i havent really done it in a while.
ew how the hell did my sandals get so smelly?
they smell liike dead animal or somthing. :( eh
man i cant wait for things to clear up for real again. it will be awesome...
gah
i keep saying im giong to have a picnic at the park but then i come home and fall asleep haha.
okay
tomorrow is friday...
whoo!! FRIDAY!!
hermm.... i wanna go on an adventure of some sort.
HEY SAMMY!!!! OH MAN! wanna go to the wolf river trails tomorrow?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please say you do!!!!
cuz now i really want to. we can go before it gets dark tho so it wont be as scary... even tho that was pretty kik ass last time. man i wanna meet that homeless man haha.
okay well
im gonna take a piss now cuz i just drank a rootbeer. hahaa
peace and love to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)