Somewhere Under the Rainbow
This morning I almost woke up late for work. I must have pushed 'off' instead of 'snooze.' However, I woke up five minutes before I had to leave. I turn onto 131 and I see part of a rainbow. The red, orange and yellow are prevalent because of the morning red sun. I kept my eye on it as I drove until it came full into view; the full arch. This vision was in Bristol, where I can either go straight or turn left. Both directions lead to work. After I turned I never saw the beautiful rainbow again. It felt like I was leaving a bright happy place for a dark place full of despair, the weather to the west was, after all, very dark. I can't help but wonder if the rainbow was a sign from God, a warning, or my own unhappiness become reality.
I dreamed about war this morning. Apparently it wasn't a real war because none of the guns had bullets and no one would die when I shot them. It was almost as if I was a ghost, except that Genny and Putter from Wisconsin were both trying to talk to me. Then, after the 'war' I was near the ocean and I saw what I thought was jade among the waves. Unfortunately the waves were really strong and they kept pulling the jade further and further out and I didn't try to obtain it for long because I saw that I too would be swept out to sea or pummeled by the large waves. Then I was in a building filled with old furniture and toys. I was looking for a dresser for the house. Then I was walking along a white dirt and gravel road with Josh, who saw a fruit tree. The fruit, I knew gave him hives and I told him not to eat any. The fruit looked wrong to me, but somehow I ended up taking a bite. Inside there was a worm or bug of some sort. That's when I woke up.
I want to give my two week notice next Friday (the 26th) but I don't know how long it will take to get my license after the seminar course. I almost have all the prerequisites done and I'm eager to begin. Ben is a little more cautious than I want to be. He's worried I won't get enough sub jobs to help pay the bills. Perhaps I just don't realize how important my contribution of money is. Still, I want to be out of this job.
Well, I should get going.
I dreamed about war this morning. Apparently it wasn't a real war because none of the guns had bullets and no one would die when I shot them. It was almost as if I was a ghost, except that Genny and Putter from Wisconsin were both trying to talk to me. Then, after the 'war' I was near the ocean and I saw what I thought was jade among the waves. Unfortunately the waves were really strong and they kept pulling the jade further and further out and I didn't try to obtain it for long because I saw that I too would be swept out to sea or pummeled by the large waves. Then I was in a building filled with old furniture and toys. I was looking for a dresser for the house. Then I was walking along a white dirt and gravel road with Josh, who saw a fruit tree. The fruit, I knew gave him hives and I told him not to eat any. The fruit looked wrong to me, but somehow I ended up taking a bite. Inside there was a worm or bug of some sort. That's when I woke up.
I want to give my two week notice next Friday (the 26th) but I don't know how long it will take to get my license after the seminar course. I almost have all the prerequisites done and I'm eager to begin. Ben is a little more cautious than I want to be. He's worried I won't get enough sub jobs to help pay the bills. Perhaps I just don't realize how important my contribution of money is. Still, I want to be out of this job.
Well, I should get going.