Work Woes Lead to "shoulda coulda wouldas"
Today is one of those days where I can’t but help thinking about the “shoulda coulda wouldas.” I wish I had stuck with my idea to become a teacher. Then I could have received my degree already. Then I wouldn’t be at this job that I do not enjoy.
It’s is difficult to stay positive on days like today. All my thoughts tend to be negative and overdramatic, which reminds me of another thing I should have stuck with: theatre. My life has felt wrong in so many aspects. Nothing has ever been easy.
I’m so distressed by the lack of knowing what I’m supposed to be doing with my life. Not even the aspiration to become a writer seems to suit me anymore. Ben is the only thing in my life I’m certain about. Perhaps if I lost him everything else would be clear. It is a scary thought. Americore doesn’t seem like such a bad idea. If only I had a little guidance.
It’s is difficult to stay positive on days like today. All my thoughts tend to be negative and overdramatic, which reminds me of another thing I should have stuck with: theatre. My life has felt wrong in so many aspects. Nothing has ever been easy.
I’m so distressed by the lack of knowing what I’m supposed to be doing with my life. Not even the aspiration to become a writer seems to suit me anymore. Ben is the only thing in my life I’m certain about. Perhaps if I lost him everything else would be clear. It is a scary thought. Americore doesn’t seem like such a bad idea. If only I had a little guidance.