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so nothing much has been going on
just buying furniture for my new apt
im moving in june 1st
its gonna be peeeeeeooooommmp
im having a party june 22
i know its a while away
well like a month
but itll be my birthday
im turning deuce!!!!
the big two zero
im no longer a teenager
which kinda blows
me and angie are doing good
at least for now
i have alot on my mind lately
i dont know what to do anymore
i love angelina with every ounce in me
but its so hard to love someone
who gives you no love back
who calls you names
everyday of your life
who tears you down every chance they get
who thinks the worst of you
and who has hurt you more than anyone
iv enever been so hurt
yet ive never been so inlove
its killing me
i wish none of this happened
i wish i could take back all the shit
i did when me and her
first started dating
i wish i could go back and start over
show her from day 1
that ill never hurt her
that ill never fuck her over
i wont cheat on her
lie to her
do things behind her back
i tried to fix it all
but it seems like nothign helps
i bought you that ring to show you
that you truly mean the world to me
that id do anything to make you happy
youre my entire world
i want to get married
and start a family
live happily ever after
but i need you to be on the same page with me
i need you to show me you love me
yes i know you love me
i need to see that youre still
inlove with me
that i mean the world to you
that im not replaceable
i need YOU
i love you with all of my heart
and no matter what happens
ill neevr give up on us
ill never let you go