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well yesterday sucked ass bah. I'm still debating if I should go to the thing tonight or not hmmm I'm not really close with anyone anymore so it would be weird, But then again I don't want to waist this beautiful day. I went to the forks today with geo and sam it was fun but skirts are not my thing and guys with video cameras are creepy. Maybe i'll go see my moms house today I have not yet seen it.
I don't feel the way I've ever felt. I know. I'm gonna smile and not get worried. I try but it shows. Anyone can make what I have built. And better now Anyone can find the same white pills. It takes my pain away. [Chorus] It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back. Anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away) Nevermind these are horrid times. Oh oh oh I can't let it bother me. I never thought I'd walk away from you. I did. But it's a false sense of accomplishment. Everytime time I quit Anyone can see my every flaw. It isn't hard. Anyone can say they're above this all. It takes my pain away. [Chorus] [Guitar Bridge] I can't let it bother me. [Guitar Solo] It takes my pain away. [Chorus]