die happy?

[breakxmyxface]

ive been thinking and all i want to do is run away from everything....except pot because thats my way of running from everything on my mind...but seein as im sobor and have alot of shit on my mind i will spill some....
so u act as if im nothing.. i know why..who would want to be with me..? no one..
times are getting harder everyday.. i cant get over that i like you and u dont want to be with me.. i know everything u say to me is a lie.. i dont think ur a true friend to me i think u hide alot.. but i truthfully cant handle you.. so i guess its better this way.. for you but how come all girls tell me that i should not think about what i want but what they want... well when is it my turn to get what i fucking want... i mean the past couple of girls are all about what they want.. and everything is ok that way and its not cool at all because obviously you dont care for what i want and what i want is so simple its you but thats to much to ask for... and i guess i dont say the right things at the right times im all about the wrong things to say at the wrong times because obviously what i have to ask for is too much to ask for... so fuck it and fuck you