Jan 09, 2004 07:49
broken down
fallin' through
crying in the night
turning out the lights
watching the darkness
depression taking over
looking in on my life
as though it's not my own
broken down
falling through
listening to you
preaching to me
tuning you out
looking through you
thinking backward
memories viewed
black and white
this is all i see
broken down
fallin through
looking at you
seeing through you
seeing the me
that only used to be
hoping one day
i'll find me agin
broken down
fallin through
crying in the night
turning out the lights
this is for the pain that lives inside of me. thinking of how everything that used to be. wondering how i lost myself to who i am today. *eyes filling with tears* as it gets harder to see. i wonder if i am still me. losing me to myself changed me. so now i'm someone who's lost to the world i only used to know.