good bye

[breakxmexdown]

hate n the back of my mind
everyone thinks that i'm fine
reality shows the depression
but soon my parents will learn their lesson
hearts are breaking too
everybody's heard the knews

now it's just you and me
but now i just want to be
left alone
on my own
cheering up is not for me
it's just not meant to be

holding back true feelings
soon i'll find my reall billings
then i will be farrealz
i don't like blue, so say i'm teal
it's close enough
this is just to tough

i would let go
but then i think and i know
i can't leave the people
who are real
te ones that feal
the one that care
and share. and are still there

i just wanna be alone
so please listen to me
be fareal
don't be up there
come soen here

and if you must
stay here, but be silent
and let me stay in my own world
in my own place
staring into space
not acknowledging anything

forgive me if i don't talk
i just want to be with myself
talking in my mind
listening to music
that's not really there

this is me saying good bye