Sep 12, 2004 14:39
okay..well theres so much fucking drama and bullshit right now that im not gunna even metion anything about it. omg, some people just have no lives and are crazzzyyy. jesus christ, sometimes i wonder about certain people.....ohh lord anyway...hmm i kinda have a crush on a super hot guy at kellam..which i never thought i would say, because most guys at kellam are deffinitly whack! lol..ahh i dunno know, deffinitly really shy to. which is how i like them! lol. i think he might have a girlfriend though, but she has red hairand and is a bitch and really weird...soo hopefully things wont work out with them =) . i dunno, i deffinitly have had my heart broken in the past so i told myself i wasent gunna get into anything with anyone this year..espeacially from kellam but ohh well..i cant help it!!yeahh i dont know if im ready for anything yet..im still kinda hurt and deffinitly having trouble with a certain ex(not matt..hes awesome)..but well see what happens... randi just so u dont freak out and wonder who it is..ill give you a hint "russian......" lol no one else knows what im talkin about except for randell..sooo nah nah nah!!! wow..but anyways wow some guy wants to fight me..lol..we wont get into that either, some people just cant except the fact that i dont GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEM!!!!! ughhhhhh, frustarting. (supposedly hes supposed to fight me tonight??) yeahh whatever. come to my house bitch...
wow, yeah but schools alright this year. my classes are soooo boring though. i love leaving early everyday. haha and eating luch with ms.randi russ!! soo nice..haha chilli apples anyone?? i dunno where that came from, sorry randi i was mad drunk a and when im mad drunk i love telling people weird shit about you!! lol. hmm lets see this weekend was sooo fucking funny. randi and joel omg i love you guys. your too funny.saturday was hilarious. religion and politics when your drunk??? omg...we ARE NEVER doing that again!! lol. and i love you zach..omg, running around in your thong all night \..haha the next morning i had pictures of us i dont even remember taking...haha ohh well. yeahh anyways...
whatever anyone hears about me...its probably deffinitly not true..espeacially if it is coming from a certain person..ughh im not even gunna bother defending myself anymore im just gunna stay out of all of this bullshit..and hope it just fucking goes away. alrighty..love you everyone!!
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