Mar 16, 2005 22:20
i feel so different. i am slowly slipping away from the old reality into the new reality. i feel dull and not funny. i am slowly slipping away from my friends. i almost have no close friends except for William and that is slowy coming apart. i feel like an aquiantence (sp?) with everyone. and i'm that dude who people hang out with during school from time to time ,but almost never outside of school. i feel like a background character in everyone elses dramatic lives. all i ever do nowadays is play guitar and pace around my house looking for something to do, occansionally doing a handstand.
P.S. i am sorry that a am not an arrogant, conceited, skinny, blond hair blue eyed, scene kid. its not who i am or wish to be. i find that being who you are, and not who everyone wants you to be, is the best way to go about living.