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Woo. Need to let off steam. I have so much spinning through my head right now. I've taken to writing notes for myself in my assignment book (which I did not use first semester) and posting sticky notes on the wall in front of my desk.
So school is lots of work. LOTS of work. Being too anxious to work on it makes it worse. Damn.
It seems as though some guys are interested. Too bad I don't like any of them.. . Or I'm confused about some of them. Or I don't think it is a good idea to proceed with any of them. Only of of them goes to school here, so that's an obstacle (for better or worse).
But then there's that one newly single boy. . . Unfortunately, I still like him. In this (unusual) time of not liking one particular person finding out that he's now single made me fall fast and hard. Again. This time, outside forces (one particular individual) thinks it's a really bad idea. It also doesn't look promising considering that interest hasn't been shown since August of 2005.
Watching Smallville episode (or three) at a time doesn't help.
Life is so fucked up. I'd say I wish it were like it was when I was a little kid - but it was messed up then too, just differently.
This unusually warm day reminds me of another unusually warm day.