Emphazima
I swear a lot in person.
it's ugly, unnecessary, pointless, and usually uncalled for
however i don't swear in any of my songs.
I refuse. despite temptation.
I've been feeling really bored lately, I don't think our music is intricate enough. Sometimes I just compare us to other bands and I get annoyed/creative. I just think of all the things we could be doing and how amazing it would sound.
And then sometimes I just don't think I'm good enough. It's the perfectionist in me. I hate everything I write, I hate everything I say, I hate everything I do. I don't see myself being happy anytime soon. I'm losing purpose in meaning in everything I do. I'm starting to ask myself the dreaded question "why"? Why do this? Why do that? Which i don't need to tell you isn't the attitude I should be having. But I can't help it. Nothing is satisfying lately - except playing frisbee. That shit is always fun.
There I go again.
I think the worst thing is that I think about her everyday.
Why?
it's ugly, unnecessary, pointless, and usually uncalled for
however i don't swear in any of my songs.
I refuse. despite temptation.
I've been feeling really bored lately, I don't think our music is intricate enough. Sometimes I just compare us to other bands and I get annoyed/creative. I just think of all the things we could be doing and how amazing it would sound.
And then sometimes I just don't think I'm good enough. It's the perfectionist in me. I hate everything I write, I hate everything I say, I hate everything I do. I don't see myself being happy anytime soon. I'm losing purpose in meaning in everything I do. I'm starting to ask myself the dreaded question "why"? Why do this? Why do that? Which i don't need to tell you isn't the attitude I should be having. But I can't help it. Nothing is satisfying lately - except playing frisbee. That shit is always fun.
There I go again.
I think the worst thing is that I think about her everyday.
Why?