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've been feeling unfulfilled lately
in almost everything
just one of those moods lately ya know
i wonder too much if i'm doing the right thing(s).
what good is that if you constantly second guess yourself??
i wonder about my friendships
are they as concrete as i think they are.
you can't exactly tell people "hey this is a really weird time for me and i don't know how to explain it, so just bear with me"
well i guess you could but it sounds bad i think.
like "you just wait here for me to get things straight"
ugh, i don't know.
i've been way too closed off and paranoid lately
get over it b.
i just can't help but think people are talking
about what i don't know
about how weird i've been
and how they don't understand
well... i wish i understood
but i'm just a big ball of mess
it's draining.
and on that note i'm gonna play video games and get ready to go out and be people-person b.
in almost everything
just one of those moods lately ya know
i wonder too much if i'm doing the right thing(s).
what good is that if you constantly second guess yourself??
i wonder about my friendships
are they as concrete as i think they are.
you can't exactly tell people "hey this is a really weird time for me and i don't know how to explain it, so just bear with me"
well i guess you could but it sounds bad i think.
like "you just wait here for me to get things straight"
ugh, i don't know.
i've been way too closed off and paranoid lately
get over it b.
i just can't help but think people are talking
about what i don't know
about how weird i've been
and how they don't understand
well... i wish i understood
but i'm just a big ball of mess
it's draining.
and on that note i'm gonna play video games and get ready to go out and be people-person b.