Where I'm at, if anyone cares.
Financial situation sucks for my family. My grandma who left my grandpa a few months back, is in Arizona racking up cell phone bills, overdrawing on accounts, and heaping the bills on my grandpa presumably because she knows he'll probably pay them off, because he misses having her around. That's at least what I came to. I live with my grandpa and sister, btw.
My grandpa is really fucking sick right now, bad pneumonia. And I've been doing what I can to help out when I have the time, with work and everything. My sister hasn't done jack shit, too busy smoking weed all the time, going out. Too fucking lazy to do the wash, to clean up, to do anything. God, I hate her sometimes.
And Jen's (the girl I like(d), i don't even know anymore) father died two days ago, losing his battle with cancer. I cried when I found out, because I know exactly how that feels, and I never wanted her to have to go through what I did. Her and I talked a lot about it, about her father's situation, and I was hoping things would turn around. I haven't talked to her in a week, since she decided to bring up me liking her (which a friend told her) and finding out she still loved her ex-boyfriend. All that aside, I don't know what to say to her. I don't want to tell her "I'm sorry" because I'm sure she's heard it from everyone already, I don't know. I do know I feel so fucking bad for her right now.
I seriously think I'm fucking crazy.
My grandpa is really fucking sick right now, bad pneumonia. And I've been doing what I can to help out when I have the time, with work and everything. My sister hasn't done jack shit, too busy smoking weed all the time, going out. Too fucking lazy to do the wash, to clean up, to do anything. God, I hate her sometimes.
And Jen's (the girl I like(d), i don't even know anymore) father died two days ago, losing his battle with cancer. I cried when I found out, because I know exactly how that feels, and I never wanted her to have to go through what I did. Her and I talked a lot about it, about her father's situation, and I was hoping things would turn around. I haven't talked to her in a week, since she decided to bring up me liking her (which a friend told her) and finding out she still loved her ex-boyfriend. All that aside, I don't know what to say to her. I don't want to tell her "I'm sorry" because I'm sure she's heard it from everyone already, I don't know. I do know I feel so fucking bad for her right now.
I seriously think I'm fucking crazy.