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Well Friday I worked over time. I was only suppose to work untill 7 but ended up working till 9. After that I went and got Brian and we got into a fight but they made up. So he spent the night. Saturday was Sweetest Day and Brian and I took each other shopping. I bought him 2 shirts and he bought me a coat. Then we went to Austin's birthday party. It was fun. After that we went to a hunted house with my family. Sunday I worked until 6 and had to do homework. I found out something I didn't like and I called Brian and yelled at him. Well I told him that I didnt want to be with any more and hung up. But the I callled back and told him that I didnt mean it and he said that he did want to break up. So he said that we would talk about it. Well he didnt call me yesterday or today so I called him and asked him why he didnt call me. He told me that he didnt want to talk to me. I asked him what was up with us and he told me that he didnt want me anymore. I was so sad. He said that he is sick of the way I treat him and all the fighting that goes on. Im so heart broken right now because I love him so much. I should of treated him better and now im mad at myself. He told me that he didnt want to talk to me or see me for awhile. He also told me not to call him. It sucks so bad because I talked to him everday for a year and to not talk to him is going to hurt. I still love him and always will. And I really hope that one day we will find our way back to each other. I keep crying and it sucks cause I want to be strong but I cant cause I just got my heart ripped out. I Love him so much and I just really hope he will give me another chance :(