Aug 01, 2005 15:26
I'm so excited that in 5 days, I finally get to go on my rafting trip! I really can't wait to meet tons of new people, and just RELAX! The best part about it is that after I get back I have the whole week off. And then next Saturday is my birthday! Yay! Well I guess it's not all that exciting, another birthday that I'm not 21, but this year I won't be a teenager any more. Yikes, that's kinda scary, but awesome at the same time.
So another Six Flags trip might be in the works for the week I have off, it's expensive, but it's totally worth it. I'm such an adrenaline junkie.
This Thursday looks like it's going to a girls night out. I think we are going to go to Axis or Avalon and go dancing. I havn't gone out to do something like this in a long time, so I'm excited. It looks like it's going to be me, Sarah, Lisa, maybe Rene'? If I can convince her to come. I'm definitely going to need to have some drinks in me before we go.
Is anyone else just sick of females? Come on, let it out, let it allll out. I really hate the games girls play. Granted I've probably done it before in my time, but I feel like I've grown up a little bit, and I know better now. I know that playing games isn't going to get you what you want in the end. It's going to land you in your own big pile of shit that you won't be able to clean up. Sometimes I feel really bad for men, I think that they should be given a female decoder, just so that they have a fighting chance. Because honestly, most of the time they don't at all.
I love this song, so because I can I'm going to share it with you.
"I wake up in the morning, put on my face. The one that's gonna get me through another day. Doesn't really matter how I feel inside, 'cause life is like a game sometimes. But then you came around me, the walls just disappeared. Nothing to surround me, and keep me from my fears. I'm unprotected. See how I've opened up.. Oh, you've made me trust. Because I've never felt like this before, I'm naked around you. Does it show? You see right through me, and I can't hide. I'm naked around you. And it feels so right.. I'm trying to remember why I was afraid to be myself and let the covers fall away. I guess I never had someone like you to help me, to help me fit in my skin. I never felt like this before. I'm naked around you. Does it show? You see right through me and I can't hide. I'm naked around you, and it feels so right. I'm naked, oh yeah. Does it show? Yeah, I'm naked, I'm so naked around you and I can't hide. You're gonna see right through, baby." Avril
That is all for now..