yea so im a total retard
yea so sheri got a new cat and named it wha happened, and i said something to helio or maybe tiff about it and my boss heared. aparently he wasnt supposed to know or soemthing but i feel really bad. I feel like a total asshole. and i think sheri mite be really mad at me about it. :-(.and i feel liek a jerk and a half. so sheri if you read this IM SO SORRY. Ive done nothing with my vacation. Since the winters officially started ive been wicked fucked up becuase of S.A.D.'s. Im supposed to get some sort of light box but it doesnt look like its gonna happen n e time soon. Thats why ive been wicked tired all the time. All ive done is sleep this whole vacation. Of corse it doesnt help that im stressed to the max. My parents are fighting, my aunt is being a psyco. So now i like this kid i work with named daryl. and im being totally stupid becuase i never know how to act around cute guys. I hate the way i act around cute guys. Like if i dont know what to say i just say things that dont make sense and if i get embarassed i like laugh way more then i should about it to like cover it up. maybe its just me thinking im being way more obnoxous then i am but yea. its not me. and i mean its not like its worth bothering. I mean firstly, hes way to good for me he wound never go out with someone like me and even if there was a chance i would manage to screw it up somehow.because basically i suck at life. well theres my nightly complain a thon. not that it matters