Just a boy in a chevy truck...
There is something about falling in love that makes you lose your ability to breathe. I remember that feeling. I still feel it every time he is standing within 5 feet of me.
There is something about that first boy that you kiss that makes you want to kiss him over and over again. I remember wanting that. I still want it every time I talk to him.
There is something about the first time you get your heartbroken that makes you want to forget it ever happened. I remember wanting that too. I still want it everytime I think about him.
Worst of all, all these things are painful but they're nothing compared to life without him. Sure, it was hard at first, just being friends. Now, it's getting easier. I still get jealous when he talks about her. I still want to hold him and kiss him. I still want to hurt him for hurting me. But the way he acts around me now, the way he treats me like I matter... it makes me happier than the past ever could.
- <3 -
There is something about that first boy that you kiss that makes you want to kiss him over and over again. I remember wanting that. I still want it every time I talk to him.
There is something about the first time you get your heartbroken that makes you want to forget it ever happened. I remember wanting that too. I still want it everytime I think about him.
Worst of all, all these things are painful but they're nothing compared to life without him. Sure, it was hard at first, just being friends. Now, it's getting easier. I still get jealous when he talks about her. I still want to hold him and kiss him. I still want to hurt him for hurting me. But the way he acts around me now, the way he treats me like I matter... it makes me happier than the past ever could.
- <3 -