i want to be an ashsole, but i decided its not worth it.

[breakmyarms]

it was good seeing jo today.
he's great and i wish i saw him more often.
he's one of the only people i feel completely comfortable with.
he came over and i was playing SoCo on my acoustic
and my screensaver started flashing random pictures ive taken.
and there were all these pictures of the city
and darya and my kitty and then a picture i took at jos house the other week
popped up and we both started crying. it was ridiculous.

so yea. i played the acoustic show here.
it was really cool.
some people were good.
some werent.. this guy played that ashley simpson song.
he wasn't.
so yea i was really nervous and seth and lauren came
and harim came and jo came with some friends
and i felt a lot better.
i was so glad everyone came..
thanks :)

i thought i played decently.
i fucked up, but thats expected.
oh well.
i hate caring about stupid shit people do.. im sick of myself.
besides that, everythings ok tonight.

goodnight.