There's a reason for us to be together..
Hmmm...I know that my biggest fan is going to read this and I guess I want to try to make up for the last time and more so whoever wants to read it can but it'll probably be boring...hehe.
I know that sometimes I can't describe how I feel and it frustrates me to a point where I feel so helpless. I'm sorry that I can't always tell you exactly how I feel and I know it gets you upset. What I want to say doesn't always come easy on the phone or in person but writing it does so here I go...
Through the times that we've shared I have grown into such a strong, more independant, loving person and I want to thank you for that. I honestly cannot describe how beautiful you are inside and out in my own words. Where we are now is such a wonderful place to be with someone you care about so incredibly much. I have learned to trust, respect and love you in ways that I never thought were possible. Before I met you I was nothing compared to what I am now. I'm so comfortable in your presence and I feel like I can do whatever it is that I want and be whoever I want to be around you.
Our conversations haven't been the best lately but I think it has to do with a loss for words when I hear your voice or see you. Sometimes I can't express myself because I can't stop thinking of how amazing you truly are. Knowing that I have someone who cares about me like nobody ever has before makes me feel so beautiful. Being able to do anything around you makes me feel so free and alive. I can't possibly imagine what life would be like without you. I know that we've tried and it is a horrible experience to live a moment without you let alone a couple of days or the rest of my life.
Our relationship has grown to a level that is in my opinion, indescribable. We show so much love towards eachother through everything we do, especially you, and I know that sometimes I don't show it as much as you or I would like to but there is more love inside of me for you, than I have for myself.
This past year and a half has been the best year and a half of my life and I'm not just saying that! I truly mean it. Even though some things may not seem to be so important to me on the outside, on the inside they are and I am full of hapiness and love for you. I am really going to strive to express my feelings better and be the best that I can, and not just for you but for myself also because I know that's what you want.
Something inside of me just wanted you to know all of this and couldn't wait another minute to tell you. Thank you for all of the breath taking experiences we've shared and all of the inseperable moments I will cherish in my heart forever..until the day I die...I love you!
As Always
I know that sometimes I can't describe how I feel and it frustrates me to a point where I feel so helpless. I'm sorry that I can't always tell you exactly how I feel and I know it gets you upset. What I want to say doesn't always come easy on the phone or in person but writing it does so here I go...
Through the times that we've shared I have grown into such a strong, more independant, loving person and I want to thank you for that. I honestly cannot describe how beautiful you are inside and out in my own words. Where we are now is such a wonderful place to be with someone you care about so incredibly much. I have learned to trust, respect and love you in ways that I never thought were possible. Before I met you I was nothing compared to what I am now. I'm so comfortable in your presence and I feel like I can do whatever it is that I want and be whoever I want to be around you.
Our conversations haven't been the best lately but I think it has to do with a loss for words when I hear your voice or see you. Sometimes I can't express myself because I can't stop thinking of how amazing you truly are. Knowing that I have someone who cares about me like nobody ever has before makes me feel so beautiful. Being able to do anything around you makes me feel so free and alive. I can't possibly imagine what life would be like without you. I know that we've tried and it is a horrible experience to live a moment without you let alone a couple of days or the rest of my life.
Our relationship has grown to a level that is in my opinion, indescribable. We show so much love towards eachother through everything we do, especially you, and I know that sometimes I don't show it as much as you or I would like to but there is more love inside of me for you, than I have for myself.
This past year and a half has been the best year and a half of my life and I'm not just saying that! I truly mean it. Even though some things may not seem to be so important to me on the outside, on the inside they are and I am full of hapiness and love for you. I am really going to strive to express my feelings better and be the best that I can, and not just for you but for myself also because I know that's what you want.
Something inside of me just wanted you to know all of this and couldn't wait another minute to tell you. Thank you for all of the breath taking experiences we've shared and all of the inseperable moments I will cherish in my heart forever..until the day I die...I love you!
As Always