Oct 19, 2003 20:26
She's drowning in a icey river while a crowd of people are staring at her and don't care that she's going to die. I'm looking at her face but can't seem to see who she is. I want to help but my body stands frozen in the cold. I'm screaming to help her and nobody can hear me. It's as if I'm invincible. Why is it that their focusing on her death as if it were something so intentional? When did it start to feel as if she could hardly breathe? When did her lungs give out and absorb the ice cold water while she fell to the bottom? Why didn't anyone try to help her out? I can't understand the emotion in her mind as she was trying to break the ice and free her lungs..and then I can finally see why no one is answering me. I'm the one drowning and I start to feel the water flow through my mouth..my throat..and finally my lungs..my body slowly drifts away and I'm gone. I didn't get to say my goodbyes but I guess it doesn't matter anyway. No one cares.
As Always