Some things in life don't always come easy for me but this, this is a different story.
Yehhhh..wrote this today. It's not a song or a poem I guess I just needed to vent. So here it is...
I truly believe that things happen for a reason and something inside of me is telling me I need this. I can't explain it. It's too vague for me to really understand but I know it's there. Something turning my stomach at night so I can't sleep. Something making me need you and want you like this. It's what I know I can have and can't live without. Why is this so simple and yet so complicated all the same? I can remember thinking I'd never need you again but I was wrong for ever thinking like that. I'm ashamed and I couldn't ever think that again. For me there's only you. Your the only one I've ever cared for this much. I know I've said some things that might have hurt and I'm so sorry for that. I can't even begin to describe how much I've missed being without you. It's times like these when I know what I need to do but I can't keep pretending it's something as good as it seems. I guess we all have our ups and downs and we forgive and move on but I'll never forget. I don't regret one bit and I would do it all again just for the sake of being with you....
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As Always :)
I truly believe that things happen for a reason and something inside of me is telling me I need this. I can't explain it. It's too vague for me to really understand but I know it's there. Something turning my stomach at night so I can't sleep. Something making me need you and want you like this. It's what I know I can have and can't live without. Why is this so simple and yet so complicated all the same? I can remember thinking I'd never need you again but I was wrong for ever thinking like that. I'm ashamed and I couldn't ever think that again. For me there's only you. Your the only one I've ever cared for this much. I know I've said some things that might have hurt and I'm so sorry for that. I can't even begin to describe how much I've missed being without you. It's times like these when I know what I need to do but I can't keep pretending it's something as good as it seems. I guess we all have our ups and downs and we forgive and move on but I'll never forget. I don't regret one bit and I would do it all again just for the sake of being with you....
Comment if you wish ..
As Always :)