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[breakmeheart]

Brittney if you read this why the hell wont you even text me? I dunno. I try to stay in touch. but it seems like you dont even like talking to me. It's sad when ryan knows more than I do. Sorry if i sound like im bitching badly. but i just wanna talk to you. and how about the trip? do you have a plan, a date

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[damned_roses]

Okay, so basically you're implying that I'm a deadbeat or a loser for not going to a public school anymore? It's not like you were at my public school in the first place.

I never thought you just used us for rides because when you'd come of we'd have such a great time, ect. But it's like, now ever since you quit you don't want to hang out. That's what I meant, and just like you were 'rambling' about me not going to school, I was rambling about how we never hang out since you quit.

When I said I haven't called anyone, I meant you, too. I do call you though. And I text you when I get your text messages. It goes both ways, and I don't recieve any calls from you. If you're calling the house phone, who ever answers isn't telling me you're calling, and there's nothing I can do about that.

"But really instead of all the fun we had it was hell. "

So hanging out with me was hell? Coming over and laughing until we pissed ourselves was hell? Jee, thanks.

And so the eff what if most of what I do is work. If I'm not working I'm trying to spend time with my mom, or hanging out with Ryan or something. since you're always to busy for me now.

"I know ryans not your new best friend. but theres the factor i DONT have one...at all. "

Well, damn. I thought we were best friends. I guess it makes trwo of us with no best friend then, huh? Thanks, that feels really great to read.

[breakmeheart]

I never said you were a deadbeat loser. I was just saying what i was thinking about what my life is and how thats how I would feel...I already told you. i dont think your a loser. your always sick and miss school this way its better for you.

obviously they arnt telling you. because i did call...alot. cause i miss you like hell in heaven.

I meant inspite. not instead. I meant like. the hell of work and our manager and not having fun we could have cause our jobs etc. etc.

Im not busy for you. you are always working. im not crusifying you for it. but i thought we were gunna see a movie on sunday. and yeah. i made sure i was home at 3 since you got off than so we could see an early movie.

I didnt mean the i dont have one....i was to tired....I meant it felt like i didnt. But i know i do. I call you my best friend. i write you notes etc. I mean yeah. arnt we hanging out this saturday coming up? what time do you get offa work.

Sorry.