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[breakmeheart]

Brittney if you read this why the hell wont you even text me? I dunno. I try to stay in touch. but it seems like you dont even like talking to me. It's sad when ryan knows more than I do. Sorry if i sound like im bitching badly. but i just wanna talk to you. and how about the trip? do you have a plan, a date

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[damned_roses]

No, I never said you used us. And you're right, my mom did offer. I know that. What I meant was, since you quit, you haven't come over, and YOU're too busy for ME. I wasn't implying anything. If I thought you used me for a ride to work, I'd fucking tell you.

Yeah, there is a difference between calling you and calling other people. Both of which I haven't really done. I haven't called much of anyone. And when I ask you to call me back in 10-15 minutes it's for a reason. Not just to get off the phone.

And I do try to get ahold of you. I text you, and call both your cell and your house. You even said yourself that you have bad reception on your cell phone (I do too), and that's not my fault.

I'm not asking you to come over here, and hang out by yourself. I was asking if you'd come over and hang out with me on my day off. I'm sorry, I can't quit. I need that job. My parents hae way too many people here, and way too many bills. They can't be paying my cell phone or my internet bill, ect.

And I can only imagine how it is when I'm not here and you are. I know it's probably akward. I couldn't stay at your house alone, I'd be too uncomfortable.

And as for my house phone, you of all people should know that my sisters are ALWAYS on the damn phone. And it's almost ALWAYS dead. If it matters, I plugged my green phone in to the comp and I can get calls on the 873-5629 number when I'm not online. That phone won't be dead.

I care about you, Tosha. Whether or not you believe it, I do. And don't think Ryan's my new best friend, because we don't hang out as much as you think. And again, YOU of all people should know that.

[damned_roses]

"I kida feel liek you only used to come over so you had a ride to work or something... "

That is implying something brittney....:-D

yeah but you get off the phone and you DONT call back i dont mind you getting offa the phone and calling me back i understand people have reasons for getting offa the phones and i sometimes dont but when you dont ever call me back i mean? what the hell am i sposed to think when its a 5 minutes conversation. sorry if im repeating myself im.....tired

I just i dunno highly dought you try calling me when you havent called people lately. but than you constantly tell me you miss me and we barely talk.

what day off? You NEVER have one. You said yourself that you have to call offa work... im not even saying to quit your job at all. i didnt even imply it. I know you need your job, i understand why. im not stupid and i know you werent saying i was.

I dont know. I just feel bad for the youth of today...you have a semi life. Considering its work. I mean. yeah i was there. my life was my family work school and you. But really instead of all the fun we had it was hell. and now you dont have school...im not there. not saying family and work is bad but yeah...nvm shut me up i dont know what im yapping about. i know thats gunna piss you off but im not erasing it cause thats how i feel.

actualy the girls are wonderful when your not there. so. its not to bad.

i call alot when they arnt on the phone...everytime i call they arnt. your just always sleeping or away.

I know ryans not your new best friend. but theres the factor i DONT have one...at all.

Oh i dyed my hair pink and black and i got alot of male attention tonight. -_^

See this isnt a fight its a talk. :-D

[damned_roses]

Okay, so basically you're implying that I'm a deadbeat or a loser for not going to a public school anymore? It's not like you were at my public school in the first place.

I never thought you just used us for rides because when you'd come of we'd have such a great time, ect. But it's like, now ever since you quit you don't want to hang out. That's what I meant, and just like you were 'rambling' about me not going to school, I was rambling about how we never hang out since you quit.

When I said I haven't called anyone, I meant you, too. I do call you though. And I text you when I get your text messages. It goes both ways, and I don't recieve any calls from you. If you're calling the house phone, who ever answers isn't telling me you're calling, and there's nothing I can do about that.

"But really instead of all the fun we had it was hell. "

So hanging out with me was hell? Coming over and laughing until we pissed ourselves was hell? Jee, thanks.

And so the eff what if most of what I do is work. If I'm not working I'm trying to spend time with my mom, or hanging out with Ryan or something. since you're always to busy for me now.

"I know ryans not your new best friend. but theres the factor i DONT have one...at all. "

Well, damn. I thought we were best friends. I guess it makes trwo of us with no best friend then, huh? Thanks, that feels really great to read.

[breakmeheart]

I never said you were a deadbeat loser. I was just saying what i was thinking about what my life is and how thats how I would feel...I already told you. i dont think your a loser. your always sick and miss school this way its better for you.

obviously they arnt telling you. because i did call...alot. cause i miss you like hell in heaven.

I meant inspite. not instead. I meant like. the hell of work and our manager and not having fun we could have cause our jobs etc. etc.

Im not busy for you. you are always working. im not crusifying you for it. but i thought we were gunna see a movie on sunday. and yeah. i made sure i was home at 3 since you got off than so we could see an early movie.

I didnt mean the i dont have one....i was to tired....I meant it felt like i didnt. But i know i do. I call you my best friend. i write you notes etc. I mean yeah. arnt we hanging out this saturday coming up? what time do you get offa work.

Sorry.