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My life has been stressing and depressing. I will not sit here and bitch and complain about my life. and i will not take pictures of my self staring into space or of some random body part to express how i feel. because that is redic. i will just say that my life has been the same pretty much everyday, with just one highlight here and there and there is no reason why nothing excites me anymore. I am almost looking foward to school cause it would be a new adventure and something to drag me out of my own head. And as much as i want to have reckless drunken summer abondon. that just doenst seem to be the case. and as much as i want to have some summer lovin, that also, does not seem to be the case. and i'll catch up to that when i do.
so here are some points that should be known.
- I want to go on this senior trip. I want to know who wants to come with me.
- My horse and I are moving to NJEC to train with Jonathan (www.soresishowstables.com) on September 1st.
- I would LOVE to see my friends without making an appointment years in advance.
- I need to do something with my hair, dye it, cut it, style it.
- I am officaly retired from highschool sports. Thats right i quit field hockey in my seinor year, who cares, i wasnt even enjoying it.
- I need to go to the beach. PRONTO.
- Summer....fun.....I just dont get it. But i would LOVE TOO.
As much as i promised not to bitch and complain, i suppose i broke that rule.
Whatever, it all sarcasm anyway.