i almost passed out in the 5 seconds i was in first block today. it was good, really.
suzie has laid dormant in the driveway for a few days, mainly cause i have been to sick to drive.
i have to practice parrell parking in suzie. therefore i can ace my test.
i didnt see my horse yesterday, today isn't looking too good either. he needs to get back to work, he has too be the best hunter ever.
horse show in a week. Not on my horse. i want to win, i need to win.
SATs on saturday, i will probably not do very well, esp cause i haven't gone to school all week. But i guess i could take a class over the summer.
i need to get back on diet i was on for formal, i was doing so well
anna's party on saturday, which means i will need to shave and wear a skirt and do my hair and look nice, score.
i want to go into the city.
i missed the german's last day, she went back to germany, everyone needs to sign the flag i got for her, then i will send it to her.. cause i am awesome like that.
i need to figure out ireland, cause that is totally next month.
no more sappy movies about love, except if its the notebook, cause i am in the mood for that.
Happy 17th birthday Hilary. i miss you.
i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, i get dizzy and can't breath in the morning, but as soon as i come home and fall asleep, i'm fine. weak, but fine. nurse says its anexiety, but then again i dont trust the school's physicans, the trainer couldnt figure out that i had shin splints, the most common sports related injury.
i need to get my eyebrows waxed.
i need to start doing better in school, i need to get better at riding, i need to do the college thing, i need to do a lot of things.
i want to visit top of the line, soon. but i have no means of getting there. i think it will be weird, good but strange.
i wish i could show my horse at the totl show, that would be really nice, maybe in october.
i want to paint, and take pictures, and write and be creative.