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"Good morning beautiful, I love you. Thank you for that" is what I woke up to this morning...
He called me babe last night...
What am I suppose to think of all that?
Now that I'm finally happy, I'm realizing how truly unhappy he is. And it's killing me..
Is this what he was like our entire relationship? I was too fucking self absorbed in wanting my own happiness, I didn't see it. I feel like complete shit, because I know that if I tried hard enough, I could've made him happy. But I didn't try hard enough... because I wanted my own happiness. God damnit, I was selfish.
...This was all my fault. If I wasn't such a selfish bitch, we could still be together. Fan-fucking-tastic.
He called me babe last night...
What am I suppose to think of all that?
Now that I'm finally happy, I'm realizing how truly unhappy he is. And it's killing me..
Is this what he was like our entire relationship? I was too fucking self absorbed in wanting my own happiness, I didn't see it. I feel like complete shit, because I know that if I tried hard enough, I could've made him happy. But I didn't try hard enough... because I wanted my own happiness. God damnit, I was selfish.
...This was all my fault. If I wasn't such a selfish bitch, we could still be together. Fan-fucking-tastic.