All the cool kids are doing it

Oct 03, 2005 13:57

Things are changing. Or have changed. I guess I don't mind so much, because often change is good. And even if it doesn't seem good at the time, something will always come out of it. A new outlook on life, or a new reason to believe in yourself.
My summer changed my life. Obviously. And I wish that everyone would stop thinking of it as a negative thing. I know it hurt a lot of you. And regardless of whether or not you believe it, I really am sorry that I hurt you. I really do apologize for the pain you went through, because that was never my intention. But I don't regret it. Not a single minute, and I never will. It taught me some things I needed to learn about myself, and showed me things that honestly I hadn't wanted to see, but I did. And like I said, I'm glad. I wouldn't trade those experiences for anything. I know everyone views the things that have been going on as mistakes. And as faults of mine. But everyone has faults, I'm sorry. I'm not stupid for the things I'm done. I'm not wrong, and they weren't bad decisions. They were MY decisions. I am living with the consequences.

Even though sometimes it hurts, thank you for sticking by me.
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