homeward bound
well... today... usually would be amanda and keriann unboffical bonding day. but sadly i am so many miles away.
today i chill with my family. both old and young. waiting to pack and leave on a plane that will fly me all the way back home
this trip has got me thinkn a lot. all this college stuff. im excited but sad..
sad ill have to leave so much of my life behind. but excited to move forward into a new world.
i luv SD. but it gets old. the same ol same ol all the time. wandering lookn for something to do, ppl to see. seattle was finally something nice and different. i think i wanna go to school by a city. more random places to go. more ppl to meet. the whole atmosphere is just fun. ive realized i cant sit in a small twn. i get bored too fast. and too many old ppl. i need life and vibrance.
only thing that makes me sad bout seattle univer. is that i dont think they have any dance. also on this break ive come to see just how much i love dance. i cant wait to get back to it. i feel a void without it.
i cant wait for these next 8 weeks or so to be done tho. while moving on can be sad and hard. i want to do it deep dwn. this summer i have so much to do. between my travels, and internship, and hopefully a job, ill have my hands full, but of course with doing things i luv.
xcaliber tryouts r soon... im nervous.
and im nervous my grades will drop this semester.
im such a lil grade freak and i dont even realize it.
ive come to get used to perfection, and anything else makes me twitch.
look what society has done to me. lol. or look what i have done to myself. hah.
only soo much more of this though. if i can finish this school year, well such a burden will be lifted. im def ready to be a senior. then graduate and get on with life.
there is just so much more than lil ol carlsbad. and i have known that for far too long. soon enough i can move past it all and be with ppl more like me :)
P.S.
hope everyone had a good break. missed u all!
today i chill with my family. both old and young. waiting to pack and leave on a plane that will fly me all the way back home
this trip has got me thinkn a lot. all this college stuff. im excited but sad..
sad ill have to leave so much of my life behind. but excited to move forward into a new world.
i luv SD. but it gets old. the same ol same ol all the time. wandering lookn for something to do, ppl to see. seattle was finally something nice and different. i think i wanna go to school by a city. more random places to go. more ppl to meet. the whole atmosphere is just fun. ive realized i cant sit in a small twn. i get bored too fast. and too many old ppl. i need life and vibrance.
only thing that makes me sad bout seattle univer. is that i dont think they have any dance. also on this break ive come to see just how much i love dance. i cant wait to get back to it. i feel a void without it.
i cant wait for these next 8 weeks or so to be done tho. while moving on can be sad and hard. i want to do it deep dwn. this summer i have so much to do. between my travels, and internship, and hopefully a job, ill have my hands full, but of course with doing things i luv.
xcaliber tryouts r soon... im nervous.
and im nervous my grades will drop this semester.
im such a lil grade freak and i dont even realize it.
ive come to get used to perfection, and anything else makes me twitch.
look what society has done to me. lol. or look what i have done to myself. hah.
only soo much more of this though. if i can finish this school year, well such a burden will be lifted. im def ready to be a senior. then graduate and get on with life.
there is just so much more than lil ol carlsbad. and i have known that for far too long. soon enough i can move past it all and be with ppl more like me :)
P.S.
hope everyone had a good break. missed u all!