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Dec 06, 2005 16:09

It's been awhile since I've really updated... I'm helping Holly with some English homework and figured I'd write something...
Looking back on some of my past updates, I'm really glad this year is almost over. This year has been so strange... I've had lots of experiences and learned more lessons this year than perhaps at any other time in my life, and I believe I've come out of it a much stronger and better person. I've hit bottom and believe me, it's nothing I'm proud of, but it taught me how lucky I am, and thanks to my vacation with the Navy and getting more knowledged in politics and spirituality, I see myself and the world a lot differently than I did at this time last year. Man, I can't even begin to compare my life this year to my life at this time last year... it's been a complete turn, and despite all the bad times and bad decisions, I don't regret anything, I believe it all worked out for the better. There's definately been alot lost... I sacrificed alot that will take lots of time to get back, if I even can. But I hope I didn't burn those bridges completely... I'm glad to say I'm happy at where I'm at for the first time in a long time, and I'm content with the way I am now, future-oriented and completely sober, and I'm enjoying reaquainting myself with my past...
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