Mar 17, 2005 23:47
Faith is great, I don't believe faith can be misleading. Preachers, priests, monks, atheists and politicians are misleading. Faith is simply belief in something that we can't literally prove - but true faith, whether it be in Jesus or Allah or whatever can't be understood unless you have it. I've had faith - I still do to a certain extent - I just don't know what. But I believe the truth and faith are the same - they're both relative - neither are concrete things. Religion is a crutch, I believe that - but faith and spirituality are the truest things we have ever known. I wish I knew what I believed.
I wish Kevin never had died, I wish I'd never done drugs, I wish I'd never drank, I wish things would've worked out in everything the past few months, I wish I'd been a better boyfriend to a couple great women, I wish I'd got tickets to DBT at the 40 Watt last year instead of standing outside while the DVD was being filmed inside, I wish I'd never got myself this far in debt, I wish I could play the guitar, I wish I could still write songs like I used to, I wish I was in a band... I wish I could write a fucking entry without rambling.
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Stop me if you've heard this one before:
A man walks into a bar and leaves before his ashes hit the floor.
Stop me if I ever get that far -
The sun's a desperate star
that burns like every single one before....
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You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy
You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break
You keep this love, love, love
You keep this love, love, love
You keep this love