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I take my life too seriously sometimes. I've got great friends, even though I've turned my back on many of them (or vice versa?), too hell with them, they must've never mattered that much anyway. I've been trying to add up the past few months - surely they add up to something. I sure as hell learned alot, about myself, about people in general, and life - I learned not to take things too seriously. The past 2-3 years are a blur - in the end, I don't know if I can chalk it up to bad choices or just fate, but the sum of it is I come out of it up to ass in debt, in&out of depression and addictions, a few more wrinkles and maybe even a gray hair or two. Damn I feel so old. I'm 20 fucking years old, for God's sake. Who the hell is God anyway? Damn, there I go thinking serious again... LOL, I've got to quit that... thinking about shit like God and life...
I saw a bumper sticker yesterday,
"Try Jesus, if you don't like him, the devil will always take you back"
How reassuring...
Smitty
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When you see me
Please turn your back and walk away
I don’t want to see you
Cuz I know the dreams that you keep is wearing me
When you're coming down, think of me here
I got no distance left to run
I saw a bumper sticker yesterday,
"Try Jesus, if you don't like him, the devil will always take you back"
How reassuring...
Smitty
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When you see me
Please turn your back and walk away
I don’t want to see you
Cuz I know the dreams that you keep is wearing me
When you're coming down, think of me here
I got no distance left to run