Dec 29, 2004 03:20
Tonight was just something else... it was magical, in my mind. Jackie, I'm sorry about the things I said earlier, I really didn't mean it the way it came out, but I think you know that now. I promise not to let it happen again, I don't think it matters anymore though. On Christmas Eve, when I gave you the ring, I thought I knew exactly how much I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, but I didn't. I found that out tonight. As bad as the champagne tasted, the memory of the taste makes me smile. It was truly wonderful... I love you more than anything and I want everyone to know that. I couldn't find a person I'd want to share the rest of my life with more than you. The champagne, the conversation, the love we made, and the afterglow and the fact that I'm going to sleep beside you is just too perfect for me to understand at this second... I love you Jackie
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Last verse of "Golden" by My Morning Jacket sums it up the best....
feelin' you are here again. hot on my skin again.
feelin good a thing i'd never known before
what does it mean to feel? millions of dreams come real
a feelin' in my soul i'd never felt before... mmm...
and you always told me.
no matter how long it holds me if it falls apart
or makes us millonaires.
you'll be right here forever.
we'll go thru this thing together
and on heaven's golden shore we'll lay our heads