Shouldn't be so complicated; just hold me and then, just touch me and then...
i have so much running through my head right now.
i'm aware of all that i need to accomplish, but this april vacation has felt like summer vacation.
i almost refuse to go back to school.
drew carey just kissed a man.
hmm...it was awkward...and i'm not even there.
"Talking about music is like talking about sex. How do you describe it?"
oh bruce you make me smile.
i was looking at some peoples' pictures online.
they seem to be having such a great time.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really living the way i should be.
i'm not saying that i'm not having fun or anything because i definitely i am.
i am with people who i love being with, but sometimes there is too much anxiety in there, rather than just fun.
meeeh i have to study so much for history.
that's starting tomorrow.
if i don't study every day this week...smack me?
i think i've already lost you...
boy is confusing me.
believe it or not i put a lot of effort in this one.
usually i would just let the "dent" fade away before it became a crush because it's just easier that way.
well, i'm sick of doing that.
so i tried to make this one "happen"
ok so i didn't tell him yet...
but could it be more obvious??
perhaps not.
which means i have to grow up and not be a pansy.
i wish he would just say how he feels about me...it would be so much easier...for me =)
i wish people always shared how they felt about each other...as if it were a common thing.
that would be fan fucking tastic.
also whilst looking at peoples' pictures i saw some couples.
it's amazing how you really dont know what you have until it's gone.
You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake
Come on sweet catastrophe
Well, maybe this time I can follow through
i'm aware of all that i need to accomplish, but this april vacation has felt like summer vacation.
i almost refuse to go back to school.
drew carey just kissed a man.
hmm...it was awkward...and i'm not even there.
"Talking about music is like talking about sex. How do you describe it?"
oh bruce you make me smile.
i was looking at some peoples' pictures online.
they seem to be having such a great time.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really living the way i should be.
i'm not saying that i'm not having fun or anything because i definitely i am.
i am with people who i love being with, but sometimes there is too much anxiety in there, rather than just fun.
meeeh i have to study so much for history.
that's starting tomorrow.
if i don't study every day this week...smack me?
i think i've already lost you...
boy is confusing me.
believe it or not i put a lot of effort in this one.
usually i would just let the "dent" fade away before it became a crush because it's just easier that way.
well, i'm sick of doing that.
so i tried to make this one "happen"
ok so i didn't tell him yet...
but could it be more obvious??
perhaps not.
which means i have to grow up and not be a pansy.
i wish he would just say how he feels about me...it would be so much easier...for me =)
i wish people always shared how they felt about each other...as if it were a common thing.
that would be fan fucking tastic.
also whilst looking at peoples' pictures i saw some couples.
it's amazing how you really dont know what you have until it's gone.
You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake
Come on sweet catastrophe
Well, maybe this time I can follow through