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life has become a series of leisurely sun-stroke days, one indistinguishable from the next. summer bbq's, pool parties, drive-in movies and sneaking into stephen shore's pool. college is over, and that fact is entirely too much for my brain to process. the end of being a student, after a lifetime of being a student, is impossible and fills me with the constant anxiety of knowing that i am the typical bard student, ill-equiped for the working world.
mark moved in, and after a 3-day period of bags boxes and suitcases filling my hallway, making coming and going an impossible task, we are settled in, and i love having him come home to me every night, sharing a bed with him, cooking italian feasts with him, this sudden shift to domestic bliss. nica is crashing in the other room, making for nonstop gf time. i'm loving upstate and this denial of the future, but something tells me it is coming soon whether i like it or not.
today i got a photo show at a bakery in rhinebeck. not quite a gallery but i hope to work its bourgie population and sell some work.
tomorrow i go to newton to meet the family and give in to my retail urges at long last.
i want travel and to continue to procrastinate on a life plan and to live like this forever.
mark moved in, and after a 3-day period of bags boxes and suitcases filling my hallway, making coming and going an impossible task, we are settled in, and i love having him come home to me every night, sharing a bed with him, cooking italian feasts with him, this sudden shift to domestic bliss. nica is crashing in the other room, making for nonstop gf time. i'm loving upstate and this denial of the future, but something tells me it is coming soon whether i like it or not.
today i got a photo show at a bakery in rhinebeck. not quite a gallery but i hope to work its bourgie population and sell some work.
tomorrow i go to newton to meet the family and give in to my retail urges at long last.
i want travel and to continue to procrastinate on a life plan and to live like this forever.