The resolution..
Sunday, January 01, 2006
The resolution..
NOT to let myself down. not to hurt anyone i care about, or anyone for that matter. to make plans/goals and keep them. to listen more and talk less. & to keep myself away from another stream of deadend relationships. this will have to do for now. xo
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Friday, December 30, 2005
Mixed inside me..
10 LAYERS OF ME, as it goes..
THE OUTSIDE
Name: tonya kinchen
Birth date: 2.19.1982
Birth place: landstuhl, rheinland-pfalz, germany
Current Location: merced & atwater, california
Eye Color: greenish
Hair Color: blonde & brownish
Righty or Lefty: depends
Zodiac Sign: pisces
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: german-italian american
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: chucks
Your weakness: love
Your fears: dying
Your perfect pizza: tomato, garlic, artichoke, and feta
Goal(s) you'd like to achieve this year: finish my dui classes, get my d/l back and buy a used car
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase or word: i tend to use the word 'like' a bit much
Your thoughts first waking up: cant believe it took so long to fall asleep
Your best physical feature: i dig my hmmm, i dont know, like elbows?
Your best over all feature: im, uh charming, lol or something
Your bedtime: insomnia has always kept me from bedtimes
Your most missed memory: there are many
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: cherry pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: thai star or taste of little india
Single or group dates: huh, dates?
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: crystal lite
Chocolate or vanilla: berry
Cappuccino or coffee: grande vanilla latte w/out whip cream
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: not very often, unless im drunk and hanging out with richard
Cuss: a habit I cant kick, i serioulsy cuss kind of a lot
Sing: not very well but i do it all the time
Take showers: um, religiously, though I don’t always wash my hair
Have a crush(es): see the last answer, minus the hair part
Think you've been in love: sure (im all about making myself love sick..)
like(d) high school: not much
Want to get married: doubt it'll happen
Believe in yourself: mostly
Get motion sickness: sorta, i think
Think you're a health freak: that’s debatable
Get along with your parents: usually
Like thunderstorms: always, but i like rain storms more
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: most often
Gone on a date: not that i know of
Gone to the mall: sadly
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: not in a few
Been dumped: no, but stood up or flaked on
Gone skating: nope
Gone skinny dippin: not lately
Dyed your hair: no trying to grow it out, after bleaching it for years
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: honestly, i don’t recall
Gotten beaten up: i guess
Changed who you were to fit in: to some extent, but not entirely
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married? i dont know
Numbers of Children: i dont know
Describe your dream wedding: with someone that loves me
How do you want to die: i dont really want to die, i dont want anyone i love or care about to die either
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: ones that like to look at me
Best hair color?: kinda like messy hair but I don’t know
Short or long hair: its really up to the person as long as it looks good ?? i like to play with hair, i love to have my hair played with before i fall a sleep
Height: its strange, i don’t do well with anyone shorter than me, im 5’3 so yeah but im not like crazy picky about all this, i fall in lust over the craziest shit...
note: things i dig in a person:
* clean finger nails. someone that will take my hand into theirs because they enjoy holding my hand.
* strong, but not aggressive to any major extent, someone i could feel safe with.
* someone thats warm and nurturing.
* someone that is honest, and open. that can talk as much as listen, and never get tired of it.
* someone that truly likes me, and hasnt any hidden agenda.. not over jealous but a little bit jealous, you know?
* someone that loves music and can be creative or that inspires me to be creative.
* likes animals enough not to hate my cat.
* someone with goals, or hope and strong desires. someone passionate.
* someone that i fit into, like when we hug, we have to fit perfectly.
* someone that could lay around the house with me to cuddle and nap like kittens, if we werent feeling well, or something (not all the time)
* someone that isnt a jerk or liar or thinks they are better than everyone else.
* one that isnt mean to me in any way.
* one that keeps their promises to me and doesnt string me along.
* one that wants me for everything that i am, good and bad.. not someone that would like to change me.
* someone that would be proud to be with me, no matter where or with whomever around
also note:
* i dont want a relationship, or a fuck buddy, but i wouldnt deny myself of anything if it were to happen, and i wouldnt mind it happening with the right person at the right time. i forever drool over the idea of being inlove, and i enjoy the complications of it to such a strange extent that i am constantly tripping over people, like a hobbie..
TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: family & friends
Number of CD’s I own: seriously, like hundreds
Number of piercings: just my ears these days, used to be a body piercer at main st so ive had plenty
Number of times been on T.V.: none, well cept like local stuff i think for usad.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: several
Number of scars on my body: lots
Number of things in my past that I regret: I dont regret much of anything, i live with mistakes ive made, and try to learn from them..
so i guess you like, know me a little better now? eh?
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The resolution..
NOT to let myself down. not to hurt anyone i care about, or anyone for that matter. to make plans/goals and keep them. to listen more and talk less. & to keep myself away from another stream of deadend relationships. this will have to do for now. xo
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Friday, December 30, 2005
Mixed inside me..
10 LAYERS OF ME, as it goes..
THE OUTSIDE
Name: tonya kinchen
Birth date: 2.19.1982
Birth place: landstuhl, rheinland-pfalz, germany
Current Location: merced & atwater, california
Eye Color: greenish
Hair Color: blonde & brownish
Righty or Lefty: depends
Zodiac Sign: pisces
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: german-italian american
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: chucks
Your weakness: love
Your fears: dying
Your perfect pizza: tomato, garlic, artichoke, and feta
Goal(s) you'd like to achieve this year: finish my dui classes, get my d/l back and buy a used car
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase or word: i tend to use the word 'like' a bit much
Your thoughts first waking up: cant believe it took so long to fall asleep
Your best physical feature: i dig my hmmm, i dont know, like elbows?
Your best over all feature: im, uh charming, lol or something
Your bedtime: insomnia has always kept me from bedtimes
Your most missed memory: there are many
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: cherry pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: thai star or taste of little india
Single or group dates: huh, dates?
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: crystal lite
Chocolate or vanilla: berry
Cappuccino or coffee: grande vanilla latte w/out whip cream
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: not very often, unless im drunk and hanging out with richard
Cuss: a habit I cant kick, i serioulsy cuss kind of a lot
Sing: not very well but i do it all the time
Take showers: um, religiously, though I don’t always wash my hair
Have a crush(es): see the last answer, minus the hair part
Think you've been in love: sure (im all about making myself love sick..)
like(d) high school: not much
Want to get married: doubt it'll happen
Believe in yourself: mostly
Get motion sickness: sorta, i think
Think you're a health freak: that’s debatable
Get along with your parents: usually
Like thunderstorms: always, but i like rain storms more
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: most often
Gone on a date: not that i know of
Gone to the mall: sadly
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: not in a few
Been dumped: no, but stood up or flaked on
Gone skating: nope
Gone skinny dippin: not lately
Dyed your hair: no trying to grow it out, after bleaching it for years
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: honestly, i don’t recall
Gotten beaten up: i guess
Changed who you were to fit in: to some extent, but not entirely
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married? i dont know
Numbers of Children: i dont know
Describe your dream wedding: with someone that loves me
How do you want to die: i dont really want to die, i dont want anyone i love or care about to die either
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: ones that like to look at me
Best hair color?: kinda like messy hair but I don’t know
Short or long hair: its really up to the person as long as it looks good ?? i like to play with hair, i love to have my hair played with before i fall a sleep
Height: its strange, i don’t do well with anyone shorter than me, im 5’3 so yeah but im not like crazy picky about all this, i fall in lust over the craziest shit...
note: things i dig in a person:
* clean finger nails. someone that will take my hand into theirs because they enjoy holding my hand.
* strong, but not aggressive to any major extent, someone i could feel safe with.
* someone thats warm and nurturing.
* someone that is honest, and open. that can talk as much as listen, and never get tired of it.
* someone that truly likes me, and hasnt any hidden agenda.. not over jealous but a little bit jealous, you know?
* someone that loves music and can be creative or that inspires me to be creative.
* likes animals enough not to hate my cat.
* someone with goals, or hope and strong desires. someone passionate.
* someone that i fit into, like when we hug, we have to fit perfectly.
* someone that could lay around the house with me to cuddle and nap like kittens, if we werent feeling well, or something (not all the time)
* someone that isnt a jerk or liar or thinks they are better than everyone else.
* one that isnt mean to me in any way.
* one that keeps their promises to me and doesnt string me along.
* one that wants me for everything that i am, good and bad.. not someone that would like to change me.
* someone that would be proud to be with me, no matter where or with whomever around
also note:
* i dont want a relationship, or a fuck buddy, but i wouldnt deny myself of anything if it were to happen, and i wouldnt mind it happening with the right person at the right time. i forever drool over the idea of being inlove, and i enjoy the complications of it to such a strange extent that i am constantly tripping over people, like a hobbie..
TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: family & friends
Number of CD’s I own: seriously, like hundreds
Number of piercings: just my ears these days, used to be a body piercer at main st so ive had plenty
Number of times been on T.V.: none, well cept like local stuff i think for usad.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: several
Number of scars on my body: lots
Number of things in my past that I regret: I dont regret much of anything, i live with mistakes ive made, and try to learn from them..
so i guess you like, know me a little better now? eh?
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