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listen here's the pleasant part-
you and i, we fell apart
why dont you
why dont you say that to my face?
i've been ripped up
torn down in so many ways
everything you
everytime you
every word you said
if i told you this was killing me
would you, could you stop?
-the juliana theory-
i am obsessed with those first two lines... listen heres the pleasant part, you and i, we fell apart... its so dont-let-anybody-see-but-even-though-i'm-pretending-i'm-not-hurt-i'm-really-crying-inside type deal. i have to admit, i'm guilty of that a lot. i pretend something doesn't bug me, i just let it roll off my back... but it does hurt, you know? i'm sure a lot of people do the same thing. it kinda sucks though, because everyone thinks everything is fine and hunky-dorry, and you want to scream at them " CAN'T YOU SEE I'M @!%$ING DYING INSIDE?! This is tearing me apart.. over and over and over again." but they wouldnt understand, because they never do... at the risk of sounding like a melodramatic teenager, there are so many people who just dont understand... thats all there is to it.
you and i, we fell apart
why dont you
why dont you say that to my face?
i've been ripped up
torn down in so many ways
everything you
everytime you
every word you said
if i told you this was killing me
would you, could you stop?
-the juliana theory-
i am obsessed with those first two lines... listen heres the pleasant part, you and i, we fell apart... its so dont-let-anybody-see-but-even-though-i'm-pretending-i'm-not-hurt-i'm-really-crying-inside type deal. i have to admit, i'm guilty of that a lot. i pretend something doesn't bug me, i just let it roll off my back... but it does hurt, you know? i'm sure a lot of people do the same thing. it kinda sucks though, because everyone thinks everything is fine and hunky-dorry, and you want to scream at them " CAN'T YOU SEE I'M @!%$ING DYING INSIDE?! This is tearing me apart.. over and over and over again." but they wouldnt understand, because they never do... at the risk of sounding like a melodramatic teenager, there are so many people who just dont understand... thats all there is to it.